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June 16 So Needs UpdatingFor anyone checking out my blog/site - so sorry it's in such need of updating. I'm at the tail end of a long six months of a work project with long hours -- leaves me exhausted most nights. Often the last thing I want to do is update my personal blog.
There's a light at the end of the tunnel for me, thankfully, and the project will be completed this summer. It's great work, with great people. Just too much crammed into each week.
Energy to blog will return, I'm certain. June 06 PlurkWith twitter being up and down so much lately, I decided to check out Plurk (and Jaiku, and ...) -- sorta like the idea, though it's a little more complicated to figure out than twitter (finding friends, for instance).
Have you tried Plurk? If so, add me as a friend - if not, maybe check it out.
May 30 Zune SocialI take a lot of ribbing for having a zune as my media player. Wait! Keep reading! Yeah, I have one of the original brown zunes, and I still like it. Why? Maybe it's one of those funky, grows-on-you things. Maybe because it's definitely an original - nothing made like it before, and certainly nothing will be made like it again. But really, I don't think that much about the player -- it works well, has a great, bright screen, does video, podcasts, and music really well, interfaces well with my XBOX 360 and Media Center setup at home, and it wirelessly syncs when I cradle it in the evening. But the thing I like most isn't really the player - it's some stuff beyond that. The zunepass that we subscribe to -- one of the all-you-can-play music subscription services on the 'net and the only one that works with my and S's Zunes (hers is black, not brown) -- really has changed the whole way we purchase and listen to music. Or rather, we don't really purchase music anymore. Can't even remember the last time we bought a CD or track. We just download music to my computer, hers, or our media center hub computer, and it plays anywhere in our home, or on any of our players, computers, or media center extenders. Three computers/three devices and downloading/deleting/downloading again - it's such a cool set of features, all legal. It's gotten me listening to music I'd never have tried out before, and exploring bands, singers, genres I'd not even have poked at in the past. The other thing that was just sorta cool to begin with but has grown on me more and more is the zune social -- the online place where you see what your zune, windows live, and XBOX Live friends are up to in their music-scene worlds. Badges (you get bronze, silver, gold, etc based on listening habits for artists and albums), recommendations, and other stuff I thought were interesting but unexciting at first are really helping connect with others in a way that you don't really ever talk about online or in person. So that's why I like my (brown) zune. May 19 The tough weekHave you ever been through one of those career-defining weeks, where you realize that the hard toil and the insurmountable odds you've just climbed have somehow changed you permanently?
I've just had one of those weeks. It's amazing to see how the pressure and the focus strip away all of the non-essentials and get you to the bare essence of why you're doing what you do, why you're in the company you're in, and why you care enough to sacrifice home and health to accomplish a goal.
I think life in modern times is usually absent such days, weeks, months. If we're in the technology business, we're truly void of the essence of what matters. I think often that my worst day is probably better than the best day of millions, maybe even billions of others on the planet.
But, the pressure is still there, and my own lot in life is there to conquer or be conquered.
Last week? Through many sleepless nights and challenging hours, the work was accomplished and the end result appeared. All of the non-essentials were stripped away, every day, and I came face-to-face with what I do to earn a living.
Was it worth it? In the short run, it almost seems inconsequential. In the long run, it was a foundation that had to be laid, like architects and artisans in other trades, it was the first step to building something that maybe, possibly, could be larger than anyone who will ever be remembered in years to come. Maybe so, maybe not, but even the thought that it's a possibility is enough. May 07 I want to switch blog sitesLooking over my blog site, both this one and the family blog -- I'm just not happy with them. Don't get me wrong, Spaces has been a more-than-great host. Started the bog blog a while back following a class reunion, as a way to keep some of my old friends and some family up-to-date on what's going on with us. And Spaces was a great place to start, with an easy interface, decent themes, and low maintenance. But time have changed, I've changed, and what I'd like out of something I'm putting time into online has changed. So I'm looking around for where else to host something. I'm fine if it is part of the journey, and not really a final destination. Just ready to branch out further in what I post, how it's organized, staying connected with others. Have ideas? Suggestions? Leave a comment or email me directly. I'll be looking and hope to find something that works in the near future. Until then, I'll just keep sharing incidental thoughts here (and being thankful for anyone who cares enough to check it out). May 03 Today's Incidental ThoughtsStaring at a pile of paperwork that's got to be six months deep. I've been through it twice already, pulling out the important work streams each time, leaving the rest for later. Today is the day I'm going to tackle this thing once and for all. How did the pile get so old? Six months ago I was pulled out of my normal director role and into a project lead role, to help move forward four work streams that were doing well but needed a local manager on them. Little did I know that four work streams meant four full time jobs. Have never worked such hard, long, days/weeks/months with so little sense of accomplishment. For years my life has been filled with managing people and results, focused on keeping customer IT implementations thriving and running well, not grind-it-out, way-too-much-to-possibly-do, scope-of-project-expands-daily work. It's been a great, great challenge, and one that I probably needed badly, but it's taken a toll on non-essentials like paperwork piles. So with spring still trying to break it's way into our home rhythm, once-in-a-while Saturdays have become the golden home project catch-up days. Yeah. Would rather be hiking, or goofing off, or bike exploring. Not inside paperwork. Thinking each time a peak/valley/peak/valley like this comes in it's a chance to learn something new. This one's about simplifying things at home, being much much less of a pack rat and much more of a get-it-done, throw-it-out person. And also learning to worrying a lot less about getting stuff just right; just going for it, call it good enough, and move on. Not sloppy, just a little less idealism in the mix. April 26 Today is the type of day......that keeps people living in the pacific northwest. I have to be honest, much of the year here is full of clouds and drizzle and cold and rain. I've found many days over the past few years that I wake up and think "man, we have to move somewhere sunny and warm most of the year, not cold and rainy." Then days like today happen, unexpectedly, a near-perfect day wedged in between long rows and layers of clouds and rain. When the sunshine does appear like this, I go to great lengths to savour it. Today was "baseball jamboree" day so it was a built-in excuse to push aside all home projects, work that I'm behind on, taking care of the yard, and any other bully-in-the-mind thought. We packed up and headed to the baseball fields near us in the Snoqualmie Valley and just basked in the warmth as it slowly at first and then with more and more intensity melted the chill and the dampness and the gray, and turned it into a cascade of yellow and greens and blues, still surrounded by snow-capped mountains proclaiming their protest, not yet willing to surrender the shimmering spectacle of their peaks. And the air - I stopped several times today just to breathe in the growing scents and richness of spring, with nothing on my mind but to sense a mixture that no alchemist can dream of duplicating. The showers that we are so famous for here may meander their way into our sudden paradise tonight, but we have had our perfect day, enough to satisfy our souls until we're surprised once again. April 17 Been wanting to......blog so much stuff lately, and just been too exhausted each day! I counted up the hours I've slept this work week - I think I'm up to 10 since Mon, and it's Thurs. Yeah, yeah, no pity parties allowed in blogs or on the Internet, I know.
There's a gloriousness to random things that I love -- so in no particular order:
Exciting? Cutting edge? Hardly- but that's reality right now. April 02 Spring BackSo much happening at work (as mentioned in my last post) that it's hard to get to some of the things I love. Today was the first sunny day we've had in [can't remember how long] and it took me by surprise when I was walking out of work, 6:30 pm-ish, to my car - the smells of springtime and that feeling in the air that forefully and dramatically pulls me away from the world of online-driven business.
For anyone who grew up in the pre-digital age, where TV was a couple-of-times-a-week thing and personal computers didn't hit their stride until the end of high school (and then only if you were a programmer), most of our childhood was spent directly with family & friends, and much of it outdoors. I think days like today shock me back to that type of life, the one I knew before things got complicated and much of each day became a series of online updates, back-and-forth with people I hardly ever see.
As a wise, now retired, employee once told me when I first started at my current employer, about 13 years ago, "This company will take everything you give it, every day. You have a limited amount of time each day. You'll get an unlimited amount of work thrown at you. No one will manage this but you."
Tomorrow I'm taking a walk not to think, or ponder, or solve, but just to smell the air and feel the sunshine and just to be, for just a little while. March 29 Breaks are good. Rewind. Repeat.Been consumed with work and travel the past two weeks. Too much so. Yesterday my body said "enough" and put me down for most of the day. Of course, I still tried to get my work done, with just a little success.
Then last night the rain that usually blankets us in Snoqualmie this time of year turned to snow as cold arctic air made its way down the Cascade range. This morning we woke to a blanket of white throughout the neighborhood. Serene.
So outside we went, trudging through the snow/slush, just to get out. It rained some, it snowed a little more, and we enjoyed every minute of the hour or so we spent together as a family.
Reminds me that life isn't all about work and accomplishments and deliverables. Family, relationships, personal well being - those are thing things that will last long after my work is done.
March 20 Energy in CanadaHave had a great end-of-week meeting with our managers and engineers in Toronto. Every time I come to Toronto and almost anywhere in Canada I'm amazed at the energy, optimism, and passion that the teams exude. I don't know if it's being in Canada and having a common camaraderie that's just a little harder to develop in the sprawling, we're-from-everywhere U.S., or what it is, but like just a few other places and events each year I can always count on coming away from Toronto full of enthusiasm. One other thing -- heh -- it reminds me that mid March is still winter in some places and that the springtime I see so early and often in Seattle isn't like that everywhere in North America. Home? Daffodils, crocus, tulips either budding or blooming. Toronto? Cold, wind, snow. Not that I minded. March 18 More on why I twitterExcellent late-summer post by Laura Fitton of Pistachio Consulting that sums it up well. http://pistachioconsulting.com/blog/?p=134 And great mention of Hugh McLeod in the post - if you don't know Hugh McLeod, be sure to check out his stuff. Summarizing his own words, he helps companies turn "... [A] complicated products and [B] complicated ideas..." into "...digestible form."
March 14 Riding The ConnectorI woke up this morning a little late, after staying up late to work on some mandatory training (all comments on that left for another post). For me, usually "late" and "latte" go together, meaning, as long as I'm a little behind to start, why not make up for it by catching up on work at the local coffee shop while I wait for any traffic to die down? But what was on my mind? Of all things, my conscience kicked in because it's one of those weeks where we're encouraged to take alternate commuting options in to the office. Usually this isn't even an option for me; my days are so fragmented and I'm running to different campus locations, off-campus meetings, etc. that I need a way to get around quickly and on my own schedule. Today though? No excuse. 8 am, company-provided, environmentally friendly bus all the way in to my main office and back, as long as I could make it. Rushing around I made quick work of getting ready. Felt a little guilty about the quicker-than-normal hugs and kisses to the kids, only half-way changing my daughter's diaper and asking my wife to take over, and scrounging a very piecemeal breakfast that I'm sure everyone on the bus can smell wafting out of my backpack. Honestly, though, I'm sitting here thinking and typing, with no commute hassle, and I'm realizing "I could do this." Free wi-fi on the bus. Relaxing. Not bad at all. (Government environment planners listen -- carrots always work better than sticks.) March 12 Good Coffee = ProductivityThe role I'm in right now at work has me in more than a few early morning calls. Meaning, since I usually work late into the night most nights, that I end up rolling out of bed, a quick get-myself-together routine, and then hop on a call with cool folks from around the world focused on a project. Between those calls and my mid-day meetings is my productive time. And there's the dilemma.
My solution to this has changed over the years, from simply closing my office door (I hate doing that) to working from various places. Among my favorite productivity-zone places lately has been Zoka, a coffee and tea shop in Snoqualmie, Washington. I'm a lover of good coffee. I mean, I really, really love good coffee. Brewed well, with just a little cream and sugar. And the good folks at Zoka are known as "artisan roasters," winners of some very nice awards. Unbelievably good coffee, they rotate their roast every day, they have great snacks to go with it, the crowd is cool but not pretentious, and there's good music to go with it (Ramsey Lewis' "The In Crowd" is playing right now). In the land of Starbucks and Tully's, located in and near Seattle, they are sitting as a gem among giants. In fact, there's a Starbucks just around the corner that I could go to but I rarely frequent. Zoka stands out, and with complimentary wi-fi (thank you - I don't take that for granted), it makes it easy to grab an excellent java and somethin'-somethin' and make the most of increasingly-rare focused productivity time. March 11 Why I use twitterI've been meaning to post something about this for a while, but really to do twitter justice I need to form my thoughts a bit more. In the meantime (and found thanks to a tweet by Hugh McLeod) there's a nice blog by solo bassist Steve Lawson on how he uses my favorite stay-connected tool. http://steve.anthropiccollective.org/archives/2008/03/managing_inform_1.html And recently, (also found via a tweet from Mr. McLeod) Bill Thompson from BBC's Digital Planet provides an excellent summary of the service and how it dramatically expands our daily network of interaction. March 10 NASCARSo I had only this mild interest in NASCAR for a few years, thanks to the company I worked for sponsoring a car on the circuit (and winning the Daytona 500, if I remember).
Then one day after the NFL season had ended, a friend half-jokingly asked "hey, want to join our NASCAR fantasy league?" "What the hay," I thought - can't hurt, and it gives me a way to stay in touch with some buddies in the neighborhood.
Such a fateful event... Thanks to my competitive nature, I should know I can't just mildly participate in something with so much history and so many nuances. I have to be immersed in it. Reading weekly expert updates, catching the races whenever I can, following the news throughout the week - the entire 36-race season became a regular and integral part of my news/hobby catch-up.
And a year later, after thinking "OK, that was a lot - not sure it was how I want to spend my time" -- yeah, exactly. Now two leagues, on two different sites -- with more reading and decisions to make each week.
So what do I think? I think there's a lot more to NASCAR than meets the eye, and I'm finding that motorsports have more layers upon layers of engineering and politics and money than I'd ever known.
And, it's sorta fun. March 08 Experimental BloggingI admit it - I've been a terrible blogger. There, whew. Feels a lot better. Like more than a few folks who are involved in technology and have been for a while, I've dabbled in new computing and Internet stuff as it's appeared. Some things have worked out, others haven't, and still others it's taken me a while to figure out how to make work best for how I do stuff. But it's really hard to keep up with everything with a growing family and a desire to just get off the computer when I'm not working. One of those things has been figuring out how to keep two work blogs, a family blog, and a family picture site up to date and relevant. Who reads or looks at this stuff anyway? (In fact, who will read this? [asking myself as I'm typing]) For the work blogs, everyone is busy, so reading a colleague's blog is usually extracurricular. For the family & personal, maybe the occasional friend or family member around the holidays or a major event - but that's about it. And new sites, styles, and technologies are constantly appearing, so investing a lot of time in any one is more than a bit of a commitment. So, I probably mostly maintain them for my own peace of mind -- and for the family blog and pics, because where else are we going to scrapbook what's going on over the weeks and months and years. Lately I've been finding that mixing the family blog where we share photos and what's happening in our lives in Snoqualmie and beyond has mingled a lot with my interests in technology, the outdoors, traveling, what's happening in the world, and all sorts of other things I like to investigate. And honestly, if I were a friend or family member, would I really want to read Dan's take on the etymology of the latest cool word I've heard someone say, or my excitement about what new technology is now connecting to what old technology? It's past time to separate the family-o-rama site from the personal interest random-nimity. I may regret trying to separate things like that, and if I do, I suppose I'll combine them again later. So -- here's where I'll be spending my time on the 'net, for the half dozen or so who will ever read this post <g>
(I've kept my non-work posts on Live Spaces, just to keep things clean and simple. I like to use Live Writer for blogging and even though it will post well to any blog site, the email-IM-spaces chain hooks well together with the setup I have... and the support escalation engineers work on the floor above me, not that I'd ever go to them directly.) |
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